May 17, 2012
Q
hahaha:)
alicebeaa
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Ciaow!

May 17, 2012
Q
Love your style! Keep it fierce!
juicy-mischief-precious-lie
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Thankyou so much, I just wear what I like, even if people think its weird! :)

May 17, 2012
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OMG Sharon Needles is a legend WORD WORD WORD!! Can't read my Sharon Needles face HEHEHE Lady Gaga's a massive fan too WORD!!
Anonymous
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I know, I absolutley love her, such an inspiration. And hell, thats a lotta ‘WORD’!

May 17, 2012
Q
Have you done tumblrdatinggame(.)com yet?
Anonymous
A

Noooo, what is it and should I be doing it!?

May 8, 2012 • 2 notes

Split

Theres two me’s. The warm me; The warm me is open, kind, happy to be vulnerable. He doesn’t mind crying. He gets attached to people far too easily. People can read him, his heart is on his sleave all the time. He crys when people laugh at him. He’s like a raw cut, the more you touch it, the more you look at it, the more you torture it, the worse it gets. He’ll laugh and is a hopless romantic. But he hurts, and everyone can see. 

The other me is cold. He is the plaster that you put over the cut, It doesn’t make it better but it means it can’t be prodded. He walks with his collar turned up, his head held high. He doesn’t smile. He’s not touchable. The look-but-don’t-touch type. He doesn’t cry. He’ll do anything to get what he wants. He doesn’t get attached. He hates relationships. He is Elizabeth the First. Cold, Angry, Bitter. But he hurts. but at least people can’t see.

May 7, 2012

Sort yourself out.

Sometimes I find I can start to sort myself out by writing it down, explaining it to someone, even people like you, who I don’t really know; well, at least I won’t know if you’re judging me. I’m really in a rut, a self satisfying, comfortable and destructive rut. Everything is happening and instead of working to keep up I’m slowing walking at my own pace, watching everything crash down around me. I still don’t get who I am, but thats standard, I’ve given up worrying about the boxes that I’m surrounded by, I’ve became numb to the desire to fit into them. I’m content with people staring at me, well, not content, just.. okay with it. I’m happy with androgyny, but its not sexy, not cool, not desirable. But being alone is okay, sometimes I even think its better, look at Elizabeth the first, she never married and was famous for being ‘the virgin queen’ and she was the most powerful person on earth. Maybe I could be more creative and focused if I never ‘got’ with anybody. But then when there isn’t love, theres unrequieted love, and spite. Whats more distracting, love, or resentment? Love is probably better, but hell, resentment is easier.

I’m 16 in a couple of days time. Never been kissed, never had a relationship. It shouldn’t matter. It shouldn’t be what I’m thinking about. Besides, I sound desperate, even now your probably thinking I’m some desperate bunny boiler. I’m not fussed so much about having a guy, I just want there to be a really good relationship in my life, even if thats just with myself. Anyway, lets bring this to a close, This has been a selfish and miserable post, and you probably have not enjoyed reading it. But please, If anyone understands even the tiniest part of this, please talk to me, I’d love some understanding.

S x

April 21, 2012 • 136 notes • hollywoodshizz
April 20, 2012 • 1 note
This is a fashion design drawing I did a good while ago now, but I still like it; I like the darkness of it… futuristic medieval torture.

This is a fashion design drawing I did a good while ago now, but I still like it; I like the darkness of it… futuristic medieval torture.

April 20, 2012
My Foundation - Clinique Anti-Blemish Solutions Liquid Makeup - £22 at Boots Finding the foundation that is absolutley perfect for your skin is like trying to find a Laboutin in a pile of one hundred million shoes. There is so many foundations on the market, each claiming to be perfect, that I think you could easily spend your whole life searching for the perfect foundation. And for some people their ‘perfect’ fondation doesn’t even exist yet. In fact, no foundation is perfect, but we can get damn close. As someone who hasn’t had a whole life of different foundations I count my self pretty lucky to have found one which works pretty well; my foundation before this one was FOUL (I shall tell that story in a later post!). So here’s the review!: after a couple of months of enduring a vile foundation I went to the Clinique counter at my local Debenhams and brought this foundation after reading fairly good reviews. In the store the lovley lady put it on me, originally thought it was very yellow but I went outside and it looks an awful lot better in natural light (it also looks pretty good indoors aswell, so I don’t know what was up with the lighting in Debenhams!). I brought it, and also got a chubby stick (review coming) so I would get the great free goody bag! The foundation gives a great natural-matte finish which lasts all day, which is great, as I don’t want to look like a sheet of paper and like a matte yet healthy glow. The coverage is medium to full, but it is very easy to vary it by adding moisturiser, which is what I do on a daily basis for school. I don’t like it when it’s applied full coverage with no other makeup (blush, contour, highlight) It looks very monotone and does have a stronger yellow hue. However, it does work well as a base for mixing, which is what a do with it and my Illamasqua illuminator for my highlight. For the coverage it gives it feels very light and does apply like a dream. As far a the spot clearing, It’s hard to really say. My skin has definatley improved, but i have no way of telling if that would have happened anyway, but I have no doubt the foundation did help to a certain degree and it certainly didn’t give me the breakouts other foundations might have. Finish : 9/10 Colour : 6.5/10 Longevity : 8/10 Application : 9.5/10 Price : 6.5/10 Its certainly not a bad foundation, If you have spot prone skin and a natural tan, its great for you! But for me its not Mr Right, but it is pretty good, if slightly overpriced. Overall : 7.25/10

My Foundation - Clinique Anti-Blemish Solutions Liquid Makeup - £22 at Boots

Finding the foundation that is absolutley perfect for your skin is like trying to find a Laboutin in a pile of one hundred million shoes. There is so many foundations on the market, each claiming to be perfect, that I think you could easily spend your whole life searching for the perfect foundation. And for some people their ‘perfect’ fondation doesn’t even exist yet. In fact, no foundation is perfect, but we can get damn close. As someone who hasn’t had a whole life of different foundations I count my self pretty lucky to have found one which works pretty well; my foundation before this one was FOUL (I shall tell that story in a later post!). So here’s the review!:

after a couple of months of enduring a vile foundation I went to the Clinique counter at my local Debenhams and brought this foundation after reading fairly good reviews. In the store the lovley lady put it on me, originally thought it was very yellow but I went outside and it looks an awful lot better in natural light (it also looks pretty good indoors aswell, so I don’t know what was up with the lighting in Debenhams!). I brought it, and also got a chubby stick (review coming) so I would get the great free goody bag!

The foundation gives a great natural-matte finish which lasts all day, which is great, as I don’t want to look like a sheet of paper and like a matte yet healthy glow. The coverage is medium to full, but it is very easy to vary it by adding moisturiser, which is what I do on a daily basis for school. I don’t like it when it’s applied full coverage with no other makeup (blush, contour, highlight) It looks very monotone and does have a stronger yellow hue. However, it does work well as a base for mixing, which is what a do with it and my Illamasqua illuminator for my highlight. For the coverage it gives it feels very light and does apply like a dream. As far a the spot clearing, It’s hard to really say. My skin has definatley improved, but i have no way of telling if that would have happened anyway, but I have no doubt the foundation did help to a certain degree and it certainly didn’t give me the breakouts other foundations might have.

Finish : 9/10

Colour : 6.5/10

Longevity : 8/10

Application : 9.5/10

Price : 6.5/10

Its certainly not a bad foundation, If you have spot prone skin and a natural tan, its great for you! But for me its not Mr Right, but it is pretty good, if slightly overpriced.

Overall : 7.25/10

April 20, 2012 • 26 notes
Sorry guys, more Needles.

Sorry guys, more Needles.